last week i started reading Romans and i'm totally digging it. i'd forgotten how much it defines my Faith. i feel like i'm the queen of internal struggles, often arguing " disappointed in myself, and Romans covers it...and i found this discussion on it, too. good stuff.
i should also say that i find the internal struggle worth it...i think everyone does it, to a certain extent...and God loves me through the struggle...so being a Christian doesn't put an extra layer of guilt on me, as it may seem. that's all me.